It's just. This harboring him you know your team fights. Come back from a again in your starting pitcher pitches is -- and then. Their relievers and then to which the man knew. Basically lose a game yourself it's it's one of those game -- and -- you know you'll throw strikes that's the number one job for a pitcher. And when you can't do that you know suppose this. -- -- I just -- fastball command repeat my delivery you know. Just take a step off not think if you printing and do what you do -- and just couldn't get it done -- -- anyway. Not really I just you know I was trying to excuse -- didn't. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- You know I'm out there usually don't appear the crowd or anything like that it's. Steve news and this is back there and there's been -- job simpler --