You almost think -- -- wanted to -- other personal. -- -- Talk about it would which could swear we're the -- fans were ordered to -- you. -- I don't know that anything was really working. And I felt like I was just battle and then you feel like you had the Saints and Detroit here right back and regroup gather for a couple innings. God that it felt like you've been a -- to listen you know not as comfortable as -- hoped it would be. It's hard for guys came back -- and some runs were laid up you're down literally had to fill. It's great to win I mean you know I I felt like I'd probably didn't pitch is also a little like we came out with a win so I gotta be done done.